i know i do the most when it comes to christmas even though i have preached more than enough on how we originated from the stars and, if there were a birthday jesus, he would as a result be an alien like the rest of us but that is BESIDES the point. christmas is always a nice, humbling reminder of the more important things in life. i couldn't feel more loved or grateful to be having CHRISTMAS IN KANSAS '15. i feel so blessed to be making memories with you and living the best moments of our lives right now. sometimes i still fear that i'll wake up from this wonderful dream of love, happiness and warmth but it's still all around me 2 years in. it's crazy the way we measure time because it doesn't feel that it's been very long at all since we fell in love. i know at the time it was the scariest thing either of us had ever experienced but how easy it is now makes it feel like falling in love with you was effortless. in a way, it was. you felt and maybe still feel like you were difficult to love but i never once found it be a challenge to want to be around you and the only thing that ever withdrew me was the terrifying thought of maybe one day losing you. on the other hand, we're both so intricate and come from such different spectrums that i knew we would have our knots to pull from but i've never felt more sure or strongly about something, let alone someone. you have given me the greatest christmas gift imaginable, i get to make you my husband. thank you for continuing to be my best friend, my anchor and my soulmate from the stars. i love you, babyboy and merry christmas. xo